I have come to realize I never want to out live life. Where I am alive but everything is a struggle, I am no longer able to relate nor comprehend the latest fashion technologies and fads. Nor do I want to get to the end where I have regrets and I’ll fated stories of what might have been or could have been.
At the risk of what wearing egg on your face, eating crow pie, ruffling a few feathers or knocking over a few cups of milk. If you go into situations and circumstances with a good heart and good intentions while putting good karma out into the universe what do we have to worry about.
Why would we not go into life with our best even if the best didn’t work out. I feel in this circumstance the old saying is true, “it is better to have loved then never have loved at all” why can’t we remain friends and allow time to do its thing.
One truth in life is that the philosophy behind these ideas is that there is no such thing as perfect timing, nor the perfect circumstances as to produce the perfect results. One thing I love about going to Tokyo is that both expectation, timing and circumstances are thrown out for living in the moment. There is no wrong turn, no missed moments, no frustration over missed opportunity because every moment is exciting, and new, not laided with layers of the past both good and bad, and of over peoples past let alone the the identity that the space projects.
Coming home I almost feel crushed by the weight of expectations, other peoples attitudes not to mention the projection of other peoples often time negativity. I worry what people think, and often live my life walking on egg shells thinking that the keeping the fragile perception of life is by far much better then the idea of setting to see and risking it all on a hunch or a feeling.
With the new year I am embracing a new idea and new philosophy of how far can I push the everything in a positive and meaningful way. How can I be the best person possible, how can I love and enjoy life to it’s fullest. How can I have the relationship I want most of all? The answer to that is Tokyo Revolution.
When I think of a relation ship I think piece of cake. Find someone that means as much to you as Tokyo does for me.
I think of Tokyo multiple times a day
I look at pictures and thing of all the amazing times we have had and shared, and all the things we can do and have yet got to do.
I think of how thankful i am every time I there in the presence of the city to be able to think new thoughts new ideas and be apart of something that I wouldn’t be able to on my own.
I long for the next time I get to be together and share in all the amazing wonder even in the simpler moments of sitting at the cafe and reading the same quote for the third or fourth time.
When I am in Japan there is no other place I want to be, there is nothing else that mattes as I have the world and am living my best life to my fullest.
Going to Tokyo isn’t just a trip, a must it is a priority, something I can’t imagine living without, a priority. And as soon as I buy my ticket back my priorities change in an instant. Everything is geared towards getting back there.
The revolutionary part of life and a relationship is having something, someone worth dedicating your entire being into as to make the grandest reality of what is often banal and riddled with tripe.